It’s Sunday night. Yin yoga night. Always a reflective night. As we were working on another deep yoga stretch our instructor said the following and it really hit home. “The tension you keep in your shoulders and neck…that is like your short term memory. The hips are your long term memory. You might even feel [...]
Back to the grind and Routine
January 4, 2011 by Leave a Comment
Well I never got around to posting yesterday…I have it all laid out in my head but I ended up sending an email to my ex about vacation plans, and that ended up taking over most of my evening. Never easy. I just hope after we get through a year on this new agreement and [...]
2010 Reflections…My turn
December 30, 2010 by 2 Comments
First off I tried the 10 miles on the treadmill yesterday. It was tough. The definition of boredom. I made it to about 6 miles before I really really was going nuts. TB only did about 5 and then went to the steam room…I decided I would just keep plugging away till he got back. [...]
Will I ever learn
September 28, 2010 by Leave a Comment
Will I ever learn that he will not change. Will I ever learn that all the things I do are unappreciated, he only cares about control. Will I ever learn that he can’t self reflect. Will I ever learn that he is who he is and I should just be thankful that his influence on [...]
No more long emails
August 16, 2010 by 2 Comments
Ok I am going to have a rare venting session. I don’t like to do this too often as I want to close this door on my life and there are so many happier things to focus on, but tonight it a night to vent. To protect the idiots I will not be as direct [...]
Who needs Glue?
August 2, 2010 by 4 Comments
Well we are getting closer. Today I got to go find out MB’s kindergarten teacher. I knew the answer before I got there. There are 4 teachers. 3 women and 1 man. MB has this thing, she always wants girl teachers. Now she is always happy after she gets settled in…we have had 2 male [...]
Prelude to our weekend in Indy
July 21, 2010 by 2 Comments
Our last vacation of the summer. We headed to Indy to see family and friends….it was a much-needed break after spending some time in the Franklin Courthouse. Before we could begin our family fun my ex was determined to have MB dance in what he called a “recital”. Now MB has missed 3 recitals over [...]
Cloudy with a Chance of Crazy
July 14, 2010 by Leave a Comment
Well I am falling down on the blog this week as I continue trying to come to an “revised” agreement with my ex. I will leave it at that, unfortunately while I find other blogs a great place where people are able to journal their lives and find support this is one topic I don’t feel “safe” [...]
Enough is enough
July 11, 2010 by Leave a Comment
Today is not my best day. I am heading off once again to deal with my ex. My support network is flying in to be there with me, but these visits are never fun. Instead of getting to enjoy them it is stress filled- debating, trying to figure out what is going on, trying to [...]
