Summers are tough with Mb gone but you deal. On of the hardest things is the routine. As a mom you have to manage the schedules, keep a routine, make sure bedtime is in check, you know the drill. So during the summer my day job goes on holiday. I try to focus on the [...]
Welcome home
She sees me and takes off in a run right into my arms. She sees him and takes off again for a bear hug. She kneels down and gives her kisses through the carrier. She is home. This was our reunion today. Mb is now back with me, tb, and Indy. I couldn’t think of [...]
Not alone
Sometimes I think what we do is a little crazy. Well more than sometimes, but we are not alone. Last night as we boarded our plane home to Scottsdale and get nestled into our seats I notice a little girl about MB’s age one row ahead getting briefed by a flight attendant all about the [...]
Sometimes it just hits you
I know I still owe posts on vacation…they are coming, but today as I lay on my yoga mat it hit me. We had a wonderful vacation. I couldn’t really put my finger on it but it was really just peaceful. Lots of family, new friends, and old, days at the beach, good food and [...]
Hips Don’t Lie
It’s Sunday night. Yin yoga night. Always a reflective night. As we were working on another deep yoga stretch our instructor said the following and it really hit home. “The tension you keep in your shoulders and neck…that is like your short term memory. The hips are your long term memory. You might even feel [...]
Back to the grind and Routine
Well I never got around to posting yesterday…I have it all laid out in my head but I ended up sending an email to my ex about vacation plans, and that ended up taking over most of my evening. Never easy. I just hope after we get through a year on this new agreement and [...]
2010 Reflections…My turn
First off I tried the 10 miles on the treadmill yesterday. It was tough. The definition of boredom. I made it to about 6 miles before I really really was going nuts. TB only did about 5 and then went to the steam room…I decided I would just keep plugging away till he got back. [...]
Will I ever learn
Will I ever learn that he will not change. Will I ever learn that all the things I do are unappreciated, he only cares about control. Will I ever learn that he can’t self reflect. Will I ever learn that he is who he is and I should just be thankful that his influence on [...]
No more long emails
Ok I am going to have a rare venting session. I don’t like to do this too often as I want to close this door on my life and there are so many happier things to focus on, but tonight it a night to vent. To protect the idiots I will not be as direct [...]






